Good & Bad.

Official opening of college basketball season! I'm in class until 9:30, then I have to get groceries, plus I don't have a tv in my bedroom and my roommates don't watch basketball anyway, let alone obscure beginning-of-season basketball games.

Managed to keep it together last week & weekend. However, spent all but two nights at my mom's where I can zone out in front of the tv with nobody around to encroach on my space.

It's ridiculously warm for the northern midwest in November. It's dark when I leave work.

Recently contacted by Blue Eyes. Pretty sure randomly hearing from Blue Eyes, th guy who I was falling for who met his most serious girl ever shortly after we stopped frequent contact is not the omen I need shortly after promising to stop contacting Boy.

Remembering to call my dad to ask if he can bring my bed up to my new place. Forgetting it's Special Hunting Season and being greeted by his liquor drenched, but too kind, words

Tonight there was soft rain falling upon my windshield as I drove to class. Nobody to cuddle with on the couch when I get home.

I think tonight is going to be a rough lonely night when I settle into bed.

Harrumph!

"If this is my last chance to love you
I’m gonna play it like a grown man ought to
If I only got one shot to win you
Then call me Jordan 4th quarter in '92"
-Ginuwine